Fear;
A
feeling of agitation and anxiety caused by the
presence or imminence of danger. To be uneasy or
apprehensive.

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Fear
felt in the form of: |
Anxiousness |
| |
Anxiety |
| |
Uneasiness
|
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Apprehension |
| |
Worry |
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Doubt |
| |
frustration |
| |
Agitation |
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Overall feeling of
uneasiness. |
Selfishness,
self-centeredness!
That, we think, is the “root” of our troubles.
Driven by a hundred forms of
fear.
B.B. Page 62
All
passages below are taken from the 12 & 12.
At heart we were all
abnormally
afraid.
The
chief activator of our defects has
been self-centered fear
All these failings generate
fear,
a soul-sickness in its own right.
Then
fear,
in turn, generates more character defects.
We have drunk to drown
feelings of
fear,
frustration,
and depression.
These
fears
are the termites that ceaselessly devour the
foundations of whatever sort of life we try to build.
Primarily
fear
that we would lose something we already
possessed or would fail to get something we demanded.
Unreasonable
fear that our instincts will not be
satisfied drives
us to covet the possessions of others, to lust for sex and
power,
to become angry when our instinctive demands are threatened.
We eat, drink, and grab for
more of everything than we need,
fearing
we shall never have enough.
These terrible
fears
often continued to haunt us.
We were still the victims
of unreasonable
fears.
And these
were
fears
which would make a serene and useful existence,
at any financial level, quite impossible.
For
pride,
leading to self-justification, and always
spurred by conscious or unconscious
fears,
is the
basic breeder of most human difficulties,
the chief block to true progress.
So false
pride
became the reverse side of that ruinous
coin marked "Fear."
Both his
pride
and his
fear
beat him back every time he tries
to look within. himself.
Because we were still
bothered by
fear,
self-pity, and hurt feelings,
it was probable we couldn't appraise ourselves fairly at all.
So intense, though, is our
fear
and reluctance to do this, that many
A.A.'s at first try to
bypass Step Five.
We found that with the help
of A.A.'s Twelve Steps we could
lose those fears,
no matter what our material prospects were.
We found that freedom from
fear was more important
than
freedom from want.
We could live at peace with
ourselves and show others who still
suffered the same
fears
that they could get over them, too.

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